As I go back and forth, even today when I have a definite list of things to get done, I am sad, happy, stressed, appreciative, worried, hopeful, excited, afraid. Everything. Which means it is very tough to get through my list.
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I found myself sitting in front of the computer wishing....
-Wishing I didn't have to go in today. -Wishing it wasn't month end already.
-Wishing I could not stress.
-Seeing the sun, after a morning of fog, and thinking to myself, what a beautiful day.
-Thinking I should make Toekini's.
-Thinking I should cut up the potatoes for dinner now so it is easier later.
-Thinking I should wake everyone up and tell them I love them.
-Knowing I should fill out that report.
-Knowing I should go for a walk, I should balance the checkbook to make sure we can pay bills....
I was all over the place, feeling this, then feeling the direct opposite, then back again. So much so it had completely stalled me.
But once time had forced me to accomplish menial tasks, like showering, I began to think, 'well, just get through today, accomplish a few things, and you will be able to get through'.
I managed to make some blueberry-apple bread, the first time I tried it. It turned out to be the best, my favorite combination so far!
Through the kaleidoscope of emotions, came a wonderfully tasteful thing! The motions of my energies came together.
I ended up crossing off several things on my list that had been there for weeks. I even woke up off the couch tonight to finish this blog, which came much easier than it had been earlier in the day. Emotion IS energy, we just must turn that into MOTION.
Are you more productive when faced with many things, many emotions? Or do you find they stall you?